7 Things I Always Wanted To Do..

I watch this dude name Dhani in TLC just now .. Am not really familiar with the dude.. 'Spose to be American Football player.. Anyway , he's around the globe doing all sorts of wild , extreme activities which for me is awesome.. I also have some dream of doing some things (not all wild and extreme though) so.. I guess I'm gonna do some listing and share it to all of you . I don't expect you would read them and comment , but I'd be happy if people would read them (otherwise I'll not post them publicly in blog...)

1. Bungee Jumping

I wanted to do this for a very long time . My dream jump would be at the top of Sydney Harbour Bridge.. Why? Simply because I always wanted to visit Aussie.. huhuhuhuhu.. If I were to have the opportunity to do this , I think I would be proud of myself.. But of course , my fiance is against the crazy idea..


2. Being a volunteer in humanitarian mission to Gaza

I always wanted to be a volunteer . My first one was a CSR program organized by my department to Umah Panjang Michael Lanyau in Hulu Sebauh. Ever since I feel good in doing some part , even small one in our community . And as you all know , Palestinians are dire for our help against the Zionist Israel . Though we can't help them to free their country , the least we can do is giving them a hand with food supplies , and medicines.. I hope someday I would be one of the volunteer to aid the Palestinians .


3. Around The Globe

It seems pretty ambitious but I'll start in small steps . May be at first , I'll be all around Malaysia , Asia.. then insya-Allah , around the world . I always wonder what it will be like to be in different place of the world . I never be out of Malaysia , except Brunei of course.. My first choice of out of the country getaway would be Australia .. or perhaps Japan or may be Korea.. If I were to be at Australia , I wanted to visit the wonders of Ayers Rock and also visited Adelaide .. I'm told that Adelaide offers a gorgeous beach sight.. If I were to visit Japan , my absolute MUST trip will be to Mount Fuji .. Then to Korea.. well.. They say goods are cheaper there , so , SHOPPING is a must.. hehhehhehe..


4. Traditional Dancer

Being involved as one of the performers during IEM dinner makes me fall in love with dancing . Although I known myself as a bit of "kayu" (huk..huk..) but I have a bit of passion for dancing . I develop a keen towards traditional dancing and I hope someday I would have the opportunity to learn some traditional dances like tarian gamelan , zapin , ngajat , indian etc..


5. Involve in animation

Everyone who knows me well would know that I love to doodle a lot.. Back when I was little , I used to have my very own comics : a blank pages book where I would do all my comics in it .. And I loooooove anime . I hope I could do a part in animation process , even a small job in just erasing the sketching ..


6. Being part as one of the contestant of Amazing Race

OMG , I am sooooooooooooo into this race . I love rushing my brains and adrenaline .. Last time in 2008 , I participated in Treasure Hunt organized by YEC (that's Young Engineer Committee) of MLNG .. It was a fun experience I thought I was in one of the Amazing Race myself . Although my team didn't ended up winning but we have a great experience . So , I want to be one of the contestant and be part of the great "adventure" around the globe while get frustrated for the unsolved task.. hehehhehehe...


7. Learn to play musical instrument (Cello , violin)

When I was little I saw one performance at Dewan Suarah where there's one fellow play a violin and immediately I was in awe .. Since then I always have this urge to learn to play violin although I can't read music sheet very well.. hahahhahaha.. yeah.. I busted my Music lesson when I was in primary 6.. hahahhaa.. but it didn't matter . I will find a way to read music sheet again.. Oh ya.. I'm greatly inspired by Vanessa Mae , and The Bond Girls..

A-Z of Meeeeeeeeeee~

Available :

Taken n engaged.. by a wonderful Mr. Moushie ;-)


...on 21st December 2009...


Best Friend :
Truth be told I don't have many friends.. I'm quite shy and awkward ..


Crush :
Aaron Aziz!! I have a MONSTER crush on him.. huhuhu..




Dad's Name :
Marzuki Bin Ibrahim..


...My dad...


Easiest Person To Talk To :
Hmmm.. that will be my Moushie and also my friend , Marilyn..



Favourite Singer :
Tommy February6 !! Daisuki!!

Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms? :
Gummy bears.. Wish they have Gummy Care Bears..

...Nyami-nyami~...


Hometown :
Bintulu the Belacan town!


Instrument :
I can't play any musical instrument .. :-( But if I were to be given an opportunity to play something , I would very much like to learn how to play a cello..




Job :
Right now I'm a clerk at Golden Ira Engineering.. But I'm opened for other opportunities..




Kids :
Ai-ya-yaiiii... this IS a tuff question.. Hmmm.. For the moment , I fancied to have about 3 kids.. :-D

...Aren't they cute????...




Longest Car Ride :
My trip to Kuching 8 years ago.. huhuhuhu..




Milk Flavour :
Chocolate!

...syruppppppppp...




Number of Siblings :
4.. 2 elder sisters , 1 brother and a younger sister..





One Wish :
To open a patisserie...

...Patisserie = Sweet Shop...




Phobias :
Lizards - or any animal from that family...

...hontto ni DAIKIRAI!!!...



Quote :
Stick and Stone may break my bone but words can hurt even more - Miss Cupcakes

...This is the beautiful , talented and sweet MissCupcake.. I found her on Youtube and I absolutely love all her videos!...



Reason To Smile :
~ A nice , warm bowl of good comfort food..
~ People who being nice to other people..
~ Bright and sunny day..
~ My Moushie..



Song You Last Heard :
Boy George - Karma Chameleon .. I love classic!





Time You Woke Up :
Errr.. to be honest.. I have a hard time sleeping normally nowadays..



Unknown Fact About Me :
I am shy and awkward.. I love baking so much.. especially cuppie cakes! .. I'm easily distracted.. I have had dream of becoming a detective like Nancy Drew when I was a kid.. I'm a game junkie... I don't like people who hurt other people for no reason.. I love flowers.. Will consider doing bungee jumping.. Have gained quite a weight but never really cares about it.. Have bunch of comics collection..



Vegetables :
I eat pretty much any veggies...



Worst Habits :
~ Easily distracted
~ Think too much



X-ray you've had :
My broke right arm... I had an accident (a silly one) when I was in Primary 6...




Your Favourite Food :
I love everything!! But my most favourite would be sandwiches..

...I can eat this much-HONESTLY!...




Zodiac Sign :
I'm a Cancer.. ;-)

...I'm a cute , sentimental CANCERIAN...

Split~ Split~

...The only "split" that is good...

Just now , bila aku tgh di ambang keboringan .. gatal la tangan mukak Youtube.. carik lagu Brilliant Green - Flowers.. (Tomoko Kawase) .. Aku nang tauk lamak la juak nya tok ada molah solo as Tommy February6.. Tp , tetiba tek aku nangga rah list video sebelah ya ada "Tommy Heavenly6".. aik??? sapa gik tok?? x kan clone kot...

Bila bukak video ya tek.. lerrrrrrrrr.. org yg sama paduhal.. kehkehkehkeh.. tp knak byk glak "personality" tok.. mcm ada split personality issue jak.. huhuhu.. X puas ati , aku google la nama Tommy Heavenly6 n come up with this : (source : wikipedia)

"After a performance as Tommy february6 in 2003, Kawase took off her glasses and donned a much more alternative look to create Tommy heavenly⁶, a brand new character with a modern rock sound that takes influences from punk acts. Kawase would later explain that Tommy heavenly⁶ was born from a dream that Tommy february⁶ had, in which she embraces all the elements of her personality she had previously been repressing.

Kawase claims that the invention of Tommy heavenly⁶ occurred due of her disappointment in Tommy february⁶'s character, but far from being a replacement, Kawase chose to keep the two characters' careers separate"


Ek eleee labu.. biar benar.. hahahhahahhaa.. ada gik mcm ya.. Tp , apa2 pun tabik spring la ngan Tomoko Kawase @ Tommy February6 @ Tommy Heavenly6 tok coz nya nang creative n veli-veli originalllllllllllllllllllllllll.. Aku suka semua characters nya ya.. N lagu nya pun semua best2 juak.. Kinek tok tgh gago ber-4shared carik lagu Tommy February6 ngan Tommy Heavenly6 gik.. :-P


Bercakap psl Split personality tok nak.. aku rasa semua org ada character lain msg2 .. I mean nya mpun "alter-ego" .. Mcm Beyonce ya.. nya ada juak bah "split" persona nya nok nama Sasha ya.. SASHA FIERCEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~ Hahahhahaha.. pa jak la.. Kata si Beyonce tok tek nya berik nama ngan alter ego nya coz nya x maok campo kan cdak duak ya.. Mun rah stage nya jd Sasha.. Abis jak perform , nya balit la jd Beyonce.. Bila dgr2 , mcm lelah la plang nak?

Even aku pun ada "split" personality juak.. Mun ngan member2 , aku ada personality "jumpy-bubbly" .. Mun ngan Moushie-Moushie aku mpun personality "Manjak x hengat donia" .. Hahhahahaha.. kira split juak la kan..? Contoh : bila aku lepak2 ngan member2.. Sora bkn main terbabak gik kakar.. siap bertepok tampar gik.. (huhuhu.. sunggoh x senonoh ini perempuan).. TAPI , bila Moushie call.. elehhhh.. alu la bertukar 180 degrees.. Bak kata kwn aku tek "Tey version 2.0".. hahahhaha.. ngek!

Apa-apa pun x la bermakna kita lain-lain personality tok maksud kita hipokrit , x nunjuk dirik kita yg sebenarnya ngan org lain.. Sometimes , kita knak juak divide dirik kita kepada beberapa character suit dgn org yg kita bersama2 ya tek.. (Moushie pun approved juak so.. Okay la.. :-D )

So.. kepada sesapa nok ada split juak ya , komen2 la.. n jgn takut.. u r not alone.. hehehhehe.. boh riso org nganok "heeeeeeee.. hipopotamus da jak ko ya.. ngan aku bkn main gik terbabak sora.. ngan tunang/gerek/laki sora kecik kdak semut".. Hokay? ;-)

Wokeh.. selamat berpuasa semua..

Loving Friends..

Firstly ,am really sorry I've not keeping my pace again with this blog.. I know.. I know.. I'm terrible with routine .. :-(

Btw , last time we talk about "FRIENDS" .. and I have shared some of my bitter past experience encountering the mentioned entities (and still trying to recover) . Today I'm going to share one drama series that is by the title FRIENDS but for me it's more on the romantic side of in FRIENDSHIP .

The drama itself is about a Japanese girl who spend her vacation in Hong Kong woth her bestfriend who later got mugged by a chinese and then mistakenly accused an innocent amateur Korean director.. Despite being humiliated and pissed off (well.. who can blame him..) , the korean guy Kim Ji-Hoon (stared by the ever so sexy Won Bin..) feel pity for the japanese girl , Tomoko (stared by Kyoko Fukada) . He bought her dinner and later in exchange of his kindness , Tomoko agreed to star in his independent short movie .

The two then stay connected while miles apart from each other . They drew close to each other and the relationship grow more and more each day . Tough they didn't really mentioned the 3 magical words but I do think they both love each other . And so.. after some obstacle in their relationship (with Ji-Hoon have to attend his army service etc..etc.. that typical love story's obstacle.. u know what I mean..) they finally with each other! Happy ending for everybody..

What strike me the most about this drama other than the hot Won Bin is by the fact that I used to have a long distance relationship as well .. Yeah.. You heard it right.. When I was in secondary school , I have this penpal from Philippines name Christopher Ngayaan .. I don't know where the heck that I keep all his letter but I sure do remember all the contents.. Although it's not as romantic as the drama .. but we do have a strong friendship despite we never meet each other .. I remember that time I mentioned to him that when I grow up I wanted to be an astronaut because I love stars so much (I still love stars although that dream of becoming an astronaut is miles away from me.. huhuhuhuu..) , he said that he decided he wanted to be a pilot so that when we both grow up , he can be the pilot in my space shuttle.. Aw.... how sweet.. huhuhuhu..

But then , I don't know.. I lost contact with him after I went to Form 4.. I kinda wondered how he's doing right now.. I even googled the guy's name and search him in facebook . But alas... nothing.. May be he's a pilot now.. flying high in the sky while me.... hmmmm.. jobless.. and a bit miserable..

It is nice to have some good memories with someone although just in a brief of time or not even involved in serious relationship .. It kinda reminds you that love isn't all about being in a steady relationship.. You can love someone as a friend .. and you can have it for the rest of your life ..

So.. girls.. guys.. don't limit yourself to be friendly with people just because you wanted a husband or wife.. Be generous of your feeling.. everybody deserves to be treated as good as you want people to treat you .. (and it doesn't mean you can go more than friendly with other people's wife and husband.. it's just WRONG!) .. huhuhuhu..