The cursed Castle Black Mirror..

*sigh* still exhausted from yesterday swimming activity with Moushie n friends.. (erkk.. sound kinda like Barnie n Friends eh?) Am still trying to vary my swimming skills and I know it's hard.. Upon 4x of our swimming time , I manage to learn 2 skills .. yet to master 'em especially the diving one.. Kinda hard to do without the proper swimming gear i.e goggle.. and I sorta have a breathing problem.. Seems to me that I can't hold more than 2 minutes.. I don't smoke .. Probably got something to do with my stamina.. Haven't been working out for quite some times now...

So.. what's today's plan..? Actually I just finished my Black Mirror sequel - Black Mirror 2 game.. I hope I can give it a 10 stars but I sorta frustrated at the end of the game.. Looks like the developer is in rush to make the final installment of the game 'coz the ending is BAD! Therefore , I'm going to bestow an 8 stars for it.. (actually it deserves a 10 but since it has a bad ending so , I'm gonna stick with 8) *clap..clap* yayyyy!! Despite its bad ending, it excels on the story development , graphic (as I expected.. the original 1st version also present an excellent 2D graphic) , characters and most of all the dialogue.. I gotta say that Black Mirror 2 has improved a lot on the dialogue 'coz from the original Black Mirror the dialogue is just pain in the neck.. Samuel Gordon sounded lame and flat although he gone through a though scene.. Like when he was supposed to be agitated , he just sounded like "Owh..? There's killing in my castle and the police roaming through my castle and suspecting my family.. Yayyyyy!!" ........ Not..

Although the beginning of the Black Mirror 2 is a bit slow , the game started slowly developed into the story of the cursed Gordon and how the protagonist later found out that he is actually the last surviving descendant of Gordon's family... If I hadn't been using lots of spoiler , I'd be surprised too of the outcome.. There are quite a bit of timed puzzle which you'd died in case you fail and if you haven't been saving your game before the puzzle , you gotta start over! Well.. It's typical of Black Mirror game I might say , although on the previous version there was only 1 timed puzzle.. AND there are also some DEATH scene where if you being nosy and keep poking around when the protagonist said you shouldn't , you are going to be surprised by a death scene! Thank God for the spoiler though and I'm able to save myself... (yeah.... I know.. cheater..)

I have watch the final installment of the game (Black Mirror 3) and I hafta say that it's pretty exciting.. Although I saw there's a "run from the dog@wolf scene"? urghhhh! Like seriously?? Man... it's bad enough that Darren's been chased by the Order and almost killed himself (I did in the game.... ) and now he's gonna chased by wolf@dog @ whatever it is... Okay , I'm gonna be honest... I hate that chase scene in the game... makes me restless despite that I have spoiler... :-(

But , apart from that, I can't wait for Black Mirror 3.. I have a higher expectation for this final chapter and I DEMAND ANSWER! I mean what's this Gordon's Curse thing and what it's got to do with the male Gordon? Is it really bcoz of the hatred of the evil Mordred Gordon against his brother Marcus Gordon? What's this bad things will happen in Willow Creek every 12 years? Is it happening bcoz of the curse that plaguing the Gordon's family? Ah , so many things left unanswered on the previous games.. I hope The Cranberry production will never fail me..

Oyakodon tragedy...

This morning I got up and decided to cook something other than maggi.. Kinda sick of myself eating that damn thing every morning.. So , there I was in the kitchen as usual messing around which what I thought I was cooking "oyakodon".. Oyakodon is a Japanese rice dish consists of half cook egg (kinda look like scramble egg in gooey form) , chicken , onions , a few seasoning (I don't have granulated dashi , so I used instead a tsp of chicken stock cube) and soy sauce.. Actually the recipe calls for sake and mirin but since I'm a Muslim and I cannot consume alcohol so I skip these two ingredients ..

Okay , I finish cooking , add the dish on top of cold rice (am too lazy to cook fresh cooked rice early in the morning) and about to clean the dishes .. and I saw my CHICKEN! Damn! I forgot to put the chicken in the oyakodon!! So , don't wanna waste it , I cook another oyakodon but without the onions.. To be honest , this second attempt to add just chicken is a total failure.. I can see through the colour.. the texture if you call it is just weird..... unlike the first oyakodon that I cook.. But , heck , I think I just go ahead and eat them.. (although I am worried of the taste and worried that it would ended up in the trash bin..)

AND... as I would've thought... the taste is..... bad..... Yes , I screwed it.. Officially.. huhuhuhu.. ;_* But again , u learn from mistake , right.. So , here's the thought of the day : NEVER cook any new dish without looking at the recipe .. And DOUBLE CHECK 'em!

Below would be the supposed oyakodon breakfast.... Be advised though.. if you have a weak stomach , please do not see the picture.. :-D

Don't say I didn't warned you....

Mi Megi cepat dimasak sedap dimakan~

It's the modern people staple food......

What's with my fascination with maggi..? Well , first , it's fast and it's no fuss (except when you are in extremely lazy mood and you'd feel like cooking maggi is like preparing a full course meal).. Second , hmm.. the taste is not really that great presumably coz I ate that things since I was little but there's something about this maggi that make lazy people like myself always coming back to.. Especially when you add egg , tore a few baby bok choy , some bird chili (cili padi) and few prawns.. Ahhhhh.. HEAVEN!!!

I just ate 2 packets of maggi curry this morning.. :-D

It's 1st of November morning and I FEEL NORMAL- yayyy!!

FINALLY!!!! I am able to sleep normally.. Well , not exactly that normal sleeping time (I slept at 7.00pm) but WHO CARES?? Hah!! Yayy! Yayy!! It feels good to finally been able to partially return to normal..

Today's agenda would be :

1) AM : Having breakfast , do laundry , watch Gaki no Tsukai Yarehende : Police Station
2) PM : Looking for vacant at nearest relevant company , post some resumes

Hope it will be a smooth day today..

External Hard Disk - DAIKIRAIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh , the feeling's mutual , mate..

Honestly how many times in your life you'd feel so frustrated with your gadget? Well , for these few weeks , I'm beginning to feel extremely agitated with my not-so-new-5-month-old External HD.. 1st of all , almost all of my .avi files are corrupted with this infuriating crc error.. I gotta say if I hadn't been thinking straight , I would just smash this HD into pieces (although it cause me RM250 to buy that darn HD)..

Second , I have spend about 24hrs through checkdisk and to add more to my irritation , the window-replace-bad-clusters takes 2 days to finish! I repeated .. 2 DAYS! And it gets even better.. None of the files seems to be working properly which just a waste of my time.. Oh , and my newly download gaki no tsukai batsu game is corrupted as well!! Urgh! whatever I do to deserve this...

Oh , from now on , am gonna used a bigger front... :-P

I love ME!

There are times when we criticized ourselves too hard.. I myself have a problem with self acceptance and I'm my own worst critic.. EVER.. I sometimes find that it's hard to feel good about myself .. It's not that I'm pessimistic (although I know I am .. a bit..) but looking myself lacking certain values from other people can look pretty much discouraging.. It's a struggle especially when it comes to presenting myself to other people..

Like one time.. I was approached by this gorgeous guy while I'm still working at MLNG.. I know that I like him so much and I really hope that one day I will have a date with him.. But then when I finally have 1 , I can't feel good as I constantly beating myself up with "what would I do to look perfect to him.. I can't afford myself to look like a fool infront of him..??" Therefore I began to switch myself to otherwise a different girl.. which btw turns out to be blah.. I can't even hold on to a conversation let a lone enjoying my dinner 'coz of my I-want-to-look-perfect composure.. In the end , I ended up screwing my date.. Am sure he doesn't really enjoy going out with me , coz that's the last time we go on a dinner together.. and that's a lost cause...

So .. after that disaster , I began to just let myself think : There's something I cannot change about myself.. Like if I were someone who love to laugh out loud , then just laugh the hell out.. Don't do that control ayu thingy.. And alhamdulillah.. to my surprised , I progressed.. Though there is a time I begin to beat myself up again.. :-P

There you go.. Acceptance DO allows changes.. Accept yourself for who you are and try not to judge yourself too hard.. Love yourself a lot.. ;-)

**SLUG MODE ACTIVATED**

It's clearly one of my biggest flaw now.. I get easily frustrated nowadays and whenever I felt like it , i just want to sleep it off .. The result..? I was constantly on my bed for most of the time during the day.. and worst , after that sluggishness I still feel sleepy...

Hmmmmmm.. I wonder if somehow I was hypnotized by a sandman..?