Persuasive-Intolerable Companion..

Guys.. I need help....

I have a friend , who work at the same company as I am.. She's quite sweet and good manner.. She's friendly and always there to help.. Sounds good for a friend , you'd say?

Well.. not exactly when she's being so persuasive , or should I say VERY insistent and does not take no for an answer.. It's okay for a couple of times , but when she keeps pushing me to agree in everything she wants then she does gets on my nerve.. 

Like a few days back, she keeps on insisting on going to aerobic.. What makes me ANNOYED was when the thought of being a "personal driver" occurs to mind.. I mean why wait for me?? If you really feels the need to go to aerobic, then just go.. I have tried explaining to her so many times that I can't afford myself to join her since my incomes are so tight this months , but she just won't hear of it.. Instead she just said "pleaseeeeeeee.. I really want to go.. lemme pay for you"..I can't help but feel trapped by her constant begging to take her.. UUrghhhhhh!! so, I just say "okay......" 

It's not the first time I have to oblige to her commands.. If I hadn't keep my status as "busy" in IM , I might as well got "robbed" from my work just to accompany her to the cafe... And lemme tell you.. I don't enjoy her company when we were surrounded by guys... She will do the "control ayu" stuffs.. suddenly talking in soft tone and all.. Like watehel la kan? Just being yourself for heaven sake.. No need to go all "ayu" for the sake of being notice... 

And... I have shared a story of someone I dear in my past time (well, certainly already a history..) and even showed her that person facebook.. Oddly enough she add as a friend and getting sooooo anxious for that person to accept.. So boys and girls , what do you make of it when someone openly have an interest/flirting with someone who have a history with you? Not so convincing as a friend right , considering she does not respect you by going that far... 

There you go... My absolutely pain in the neck sorta problems that needs to go away like PRONTO.. I hope I can decline to her wishes without going nukes for her intolerable insistent.. Friends... please help.. ≧o≦

My dream Prince getting married.. *sob..sob..*

*scream in the room* NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! My beloved Prince will be getting married next week!! ≧o≦ 

"What's your fascination with this Prince btw? If you REALLY take a good look and compare myself to him, I am wayyyy handsome than he is"..

That's what my Boss told me when I made a  (╯3╰ ) face telling him how every women would be crushed (well, including me of, course) when the Prince Charming of Wales is officially pronounced as someone else' husband.. Urghhh! I can't imagine the pain.. It feels like when you have a crush with someone and then only to know that he's getting married due time..  

Wait! Hold the phone there missy.. You're going to get married too in less than couple of months now.. So, yeah, no loss there.. :-D

** But I will definitely get teary when I actually saw this ceremony**

I remember when I was still in high school I have practically every pictures of Prince William glued to my books (and also my school text books.. ° ▽° ) , my pencil case, and also not to mention on the bedroom wall.. :-D I have a poster of him right next to my bed.. My friends and I even argued of who was actually deserved to be his "Royal Queen".. (Hah! like we all THAT deserving) 

The reason why I have developed a keen towards this Prince of Wales simply because of my childhood fantasy.. You girls gotta agree with me that you too have dream of becoming the real life Cinderella don't you? We all grew up with the aspiration of marrying a prince when we got older.. But of course, we will meet our own prince charming in real life.. Myself included.. And I'm glad that I was blessed with this "gift".. a perfect prince for me.. *∩_∩*

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Okay.. enough about the princey story.. tomorrow will be a Good Friday holiday but, I'm going to escape the pleasure of sitting infront of my lappy watching Gaki no Tsukai - Spy Batsu and slavering myself for another OT.. Well, a girl gotta do what a girl's gotta do.. I need an extra income for my wedding preparation.. I'm not gonna lie but I'm in a tight economic situation at the moment.. Now I know how much stressful a wedding preparation could be.. I'm kinda envious with Ms Kate Middleton now that she's got zero thing to worry about 'coz everything is set up by the wedding planner and I'm sure it comes from the prince's pocket money.. No bad pun intended.. I adore Kate so much.. I'm just resent someone who don't have to struggle so much to get what they want.. ≧3≦

Whatever .. I'm going to just do my best to realize my dream wedding... aja-aja FIGHTING! 

.... somehow I'm feeling uplifted with this cute song.. hontto ni kawaiiiiiiiiii!! ≧▽≦ (shout out to Amli-Jiwa-Otaku)

  ** waving a leak** Aba rippadta parip parii ba ribi, ribi, ribi

Raise from debris of chaos...

I'm feeling somewhat liberated now that I have found inspiration for my current obstacles.. I shall rise again!

Cinderella in Reality..

Things has not been fairly good these few days.. I don't know , but it seems that my life has suddenly turned into unexpected soap opera.. Like one you watched on tv nowadays when the protagonist is into neverending misery , one after another.. (Yup , you know what I meant when you watch that crappy sinetron : Intan or that Kejora dan Bintang.. Urgh! *rolled eyes* ) 

I once watch this movie called "Ever After" starring Drew Berrymore and it's the take of "Cinderella" story but with realistic touch to it (no magic pumpkins or Fairy God Mother).. (watch the whole videos : here) I can't help but to feel somewhat connected to the movie since I experienced a comparatively similar state of affairs.. 

I feel betrayed by people surrounding me.. They keeping secrets and do things on their own which regards to my life and never seems to care about my sentiment.. I mean, if you watched Ever After and you saw that scene when the stepmom viciously squandered what's left of Cinderella's father only for the sake of her own and her awkward daughters - that's what my life looks like.. I don't wanna go into details but .... that's what I feel like... 

I miss Abah... I miss the feeling of knowing someone would always be there for me , to protect me against something that would ended up making my life miserable... And now that he's gone I'm completely on my own.. helpless against this squanderers who took comfort in knowing that I'm incapable of doing anything but watch in dejection......

Despaired for my misfortune has gained a friend in my fear for my upcoming wedding.... I hate to think that it will be one disastrous event , rather than a happy and blissful moment.. I know it has a loop hole somewhere for this perpetrator to leave a huge mess in my Big Day... I can't no longer be optimistic after what has happen to me recently...I just...... can't..

My apprehension has threatened to overwhelmed me... but , am trying my very best to keep that "darkness" at bay... I'm keeping my hopes and faiths and I know GOD listen to me ever single day...  Rest assured that this will end , eventually....... I hope...

Miss this song.... used to love it when I was a child..  
(turn off the video widget at the right column)

Ganbatte Kudasai!!!

Time                           : 12:37 AM

Mood                           : Sluggish + Sleepy..

Activity                       : Downloading Gaki no Tsukai - Spy Batsu..

Goal                            : Download complete 90% (which left me to download subs later)

Probability                   : 5 out of 10.. 

Consequences of Action : Drooling in front of office computer all day..

Huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! Where's Micah Sanders when you needed him???

Did You Ever Check Your Mirror Before Changing Your Clothes??

** Off from e-mail I receive from colleague.. **
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A Mirror or a 2-Way Glass?
How can you tell when you are in a room, restroom,motel etc. with a mirror or a 2-way glass?

Here's how: I thought it was quite interesting! And I know in about 30 seconds you're going to do what I did and find the nearest mirror. Do you know how to determine if a mirror is 2-way or not? A policewoman who travels all over the US and gives seminars and techniques for businesswomen passed his on.


When we visit toilets, bathrooms, hotel rooms, changing rooms, etc., how many of you know for sure that the seemingly ordinary mirror hanging on the wall is a real mirror, or actually a 2-way mirror (i.e.,they can see you, but you can't see them)? There have been many cases of people installing 2-way mirrors in female changing rooms It is very difficult to positively identify the surface by looking at it.

 Mirror Image - Means you safe to change

2-Way Mirror - GET OUT NOW!

So, how do we determine with any amount of certainty what type of mirror we are looking at? Just conduct this simple test: Place the tip of your fingernail against the reflective surface and if there is a GAP between your fingernail and the image of the nail, then it is GENUINE mirror. However, if your fingernail DIRECTLY TOUCHES the image of your nail, then BEWARE! IT IS A 2-WAY MIRROR!

"No Space, Leave the Place" So remember, every time you see a mirror, do the "fingernail test." It doesn't cost you anything.

REMEMBER. No Space, Leave the Place

Honey To The Moon

Now that I'm confirmed to get married this June , I thought my time with typical-question-misery would be over.. But , gosh how wrong I would be since recently , again , I was bombarded by another typical-question :


"where you wanna go for your honeymoon?"


Actually folks , I don't have a definite answer for the above question.. For real.. Why? Because I have spend my whole resources for my BIG DAY and I don't think I have left with a few pennies enough to take me anywhere other than my beloved Bintulu for the moment.. :-D Sad , but true..


However.. due to the constrain resources issue that I faced nowadays, I decided to try this alternative of gathered resources instead :

 Yeah.. I admit this looks hardly realistic , but "sikit-skit, lama-lama jadi honeymoon to KK", a'ite? You gotta be optimistic about that one.. :-D



But , for the sake of this entry , lemme share few of my dream honeymoon destinations with all you stalkers out there.. hehehehe (just kidding)

1) New Zealand

Lord of the Rings location - for obvious reason.. I'm totally awed by the stunning scenery there in New Zealand when my eyes laid on the scenes of LOTR.. Well , I know most of the scene in LOTR is digital painting , but when I saw the making series , it was no joke that New Zealand is indeed captivating..

How can you say NO to this scenery??

I'm soooo wish I could be here..



2) Japan (During spring)

May be not now , since the devastating tsunami event that hit Japan , and also with the nuclear leaks that indeed alarming , but I always fascinated by this country..

a) Because of the cultured Japanese people.. How amazing it is for a mega developed country to still uphold their traditions..

b) The stunning view of sakura during Spring... I always wonder how is it like to experience "hanami" which is the Japanese traditional custom of enjoying the beauty of sakura blooms throughout the Spring..

3) Sydney , Australia

a) Because I wanted to do something that I always dream of doing : BUNGEE JUMPING AT SYDNEY HARBOUR BRIDGE! :-D

b) My boss , Dave told me the food there is the BEST! So, naturally I'm curious.. :-D

c) I want to meet Curtis Stone!

But again , I don't think Moushie would agree with this.. :-D

                                                          Sexeh!!!

4) Mauritius

I always love beach.. I love the emerald clear sea.. the sand gold.. and the sea breeze.. Fuh! I just can imagine myself there already.. However , I heard it cost a fortune for one to be at this French region island.. But, no harm in dream big , a'ite? The best alternative option for that I think would be KK then.. All the islands situated there.. Pulau Manukan.. Pulau Mamutik.. and the infamous Pulau Sipadan are as gorgeous as the Caribbeans.. That's why I invented that "small saving".. Huhuhuuuu..

Okay.. There you have it folks.. The answer to my typical-question no.2 .. (no.1 would be that "When would you getting married) I'm feeling optimistic about all this and I believe that this is certainly achievable.. One could hope , and one could also make it happen.. in time.. :-)