Oh Cleverbolt .. How I love/loathe thee..

Cleverbolt : An random computer application that will make you stuck on your seat for hours, laughing your ass off at its silly , unpredictable answers..

Bitchiness Annoyance

Ever watch this kind of status on your friends feeds on facebook/twitter? :

"Urghhh.. you always showed off to everybody what you've got.. why don't you just owned the world and everything else in it then??"

(20 like this with 30 comments)

"Skank alert!! as if you were the hottest gal in here.. go die bitch!"

(5 like this with 2o comments)

"NEW GOSSIP IN TOWNNNNN.. PM ME FOR DETAILLLL"

Ye-aaaaa.. I would definitely do that.. But again, I might get arrested for doing so.. :-D

Girl freaks out when she can't sing

Obviously I've been spending too much time on youtube lately.. Been stumbling upon a video called "Kids react to viral videos".. Basically the guys of the show would put bunch of viral videos on youtube to the kids (and soooo adorable at that).. And see what are their thoughts of the videos.. The one that actually caught my eyes was this one..

**Word to the wise , do not go that crazy on putting the volume up when you hear this on headphone.. .. You've been warned **

I was like literally deaf for about 2 minutes after watching this video.. Not because of her singing (though I gotta admit it's pretty terrible.. but.. she could practice and get better) but rather because of her constantly screaming throughout the video when she could not hit the right note!
I mean, girl, if you really wanted to do the tryout, just go ahead and sing to your heart's content.. Who cares about how shitty your voice sounds (except for the one who on the judging , of course , but then again , it's the confidence that also counts).. And stop cursing! You still a kid!

DUCK FACE - FML

** be sure to switch my video off at the right side bar to hear this awesome video ;-) **

I don't know why the heck would bunch of pretty girls like doing that when they have their photo taken? It's not like it makes they look cuter..?? It's been an epidemic of the cyberworld that seems incurable.. Nobody yet to know what the probable cause of this epic failure..

Oh wait , I forgot.. I did it to... shoot!

Wedding Budget *sigh*

Been missing a few blogging coz I'm a bit occupied after work.. Okay , alright.. That's a lame excuse.. :-P Actually , to be honest I'm still kinda in "shock" mode because the environment in my new work place is soooooo much different from my previous one (HINT : They're neighbours...) But, again that's a long and different story.. :-D (before I'm allowing myself to the part where I open my old and rusty story at my old work place, let's moving on shall we?)

Yesterday was a wonderful day for both me and Moushie coz we finally have the time to spend together discussing something BIG.. BIG as in wedding bell.. *wink* There are lot of things that I'm not aware of about a wedding and definitely on the budget.. The wedding can be soooooo expensive , guys.. :-( Even if you want a moderate one.. I don't know, but upon making a list yesterday I realized that my saving would not be enough to support all of the necessity.. *gasp*

But then , on that depressing note , let me break it down to you guys what are the necessities that we both discussed yesterday , along with the estimated budget..

1) Hantaran

a) Watch --> RM800.00

i love this..

b) Perfume set --> RM300.00

c) Shoes --> RM450.00 (coz he loves something casual , so Onitsuka Tiger would be great for him..)

d) Baju Melayu + Al-Quran --> RM250

e) Cupcakes --> RM50

f) Wallet + Belt set --> RM200

g) ??? (I don't know.. I leave my Mom to fill this in)

Total = RM 2050.00

2) Clothes

a) Akad Nikah

The material will be purchase by Mom.. (yayyy!) so that will leave me with Moushie's baju Melayu..

Me : Kain = Mama (RM0.00)
Tailoring = RM300 (with beading)
Tudung = RM100
Shawl = RM 50
Heels = RM100

Moushie : Kain = RM 50.00
Songkok = RM 50.00
Songket = RM100.00
Shoes = Abang's own
Tailoring = RM 100.00

Total = 850.00

b) Bersanding
Package with Ratu Collection.. Might have to ask Kak Azah though on the current price and also her availability during my BIG day.. But I believe her package would cost around RM1500.00

Total = RM 850.00 + RM 1500.00
= RM 2350.00

3) Pelamin --> RM650 (Pak Uda , our family trust in his style and he has serve us before and has proven to be the best)

4) Photographer
Okay.. This is REALLY hard.. I have a selection of talented photographer.. And yet to choose one.. My budget would be RM1000 that would cover for my entire wedding events..

** although.. a videographer also looks tempting.. I have a friend who make a heck of a video.. check him out here via facebook and show him some lurveeeeeeeee!! ;-)

5) Canopies --> I'm impressed with the Miri's coz they offer a great value - inclusive of fan , decoration and at affordable price (RM150 per canopy) However I just budgeted this one to be about RM500.00

6) Bedroom set
*sigh* it griefs me to discuss this.. Both of us have to purchase 2 bedroom sets .. So , my side would spend at about RM2000 for that.. (plus bed sheet and window treatment..)

7) Guest Gift , Invitation Card , Bunga Telur

a) Guest Gifts and Bunga Telur will solely sponsored by my sisters (thank you so much.. Love you girls so much.. hehehehe)

b) Invitation Card
We would go for a total of 1K cards so that would allows us to have much discount.. I estimated for about RM800 for a total 1K.. That's mean RM400.00 on my side


8) Hadrah

a) Hadrah - RM 200
b) Gift - RM 100

Total = RM300.00

9) Tables and chairs for guests
Hmmm.. I'm not quite sure myself.. Probably I could get RM400 for all that?

10) Wedding Cakes
Thank goodness that we have a talented baker here in Bintulu.. I have followed her in facebook and I have to say that her creations are HEAVEN! Check her here
So my budget here would be RM100.00

11) My sis , Nurul suggested that I have banners for my wedding.. We have made one for our parents' arrival from Haji so the price for each banner would be RM100.. I wanted to make 2 - RM200.00


SUB TOTAL = RM 2050 + RM 2350.00 + RM 650.00 + RM1000.00 + RM500.00 + RM2000.00 + RM 400.00 + RM300.00 + RM400.00 + RM100.00 + RM 200.00

= RM9950.00
= RM10000.00 to round it out..

So... on my side, it will take at about a total of RM10K to have a decent moderate wedding.. Pretty HUGE right? Hmmmm.. I don't know man.. My savings was only worth half of this.. :-(

Math in Handphone number..? Aweeeeesome!

I'm just in blogging mood today am I? :-D

Okay.. this one is pretty cool , so I'm gonna shared it for fun... ;-)

Handphone number: The Wonder of Maths

How do these people know how to work this out?

1. Key-in the first 3 digit of your handphone number (not the 01x number) into the calculator
2. Multiply by 80
3. Add 1
4. Multiply by 250
5. Plus last four digit of phone number
6. Plus last four digit of phone number again
7. Minus 250
8. Divide by 2

Is it your handphone number???

** Seriously whoever come up with this formula is either a genius , a creep , or someone who got nothing else to do.. :-D whatever it is.. It's awesome! **

A Brave Heart of A Mother Elephant..

Straight from Moushie's email that really caught my attention... It is true that a mother would do just about anything to protect the life of their child.. even if it means risking her own life...

** National Geographic theme song ** huhuhuhu..

First Day at SMDS Part 2

11.45 AM

Ryan showed me around the SMDS .. It was really a nice gesture.. Back at the place I used to work, people there never even cared to show you around.. You just find the way by yourself , and that includes humiliating yourself for the case of wondering around the buildings trying to locate your department... (based on personal experience) The HR , Finance and Procurement department are merged together into 1 floor.. Compared to the other company , here in SMDS, they pay a small role and consist of small group of staffs.. And then we came to the "important part" which is CAFETERIA.. huhuhu.. Although as Ryan put it , "it's best to have lunch outside", but the cafe isn't bad looking at all.. Just nice and cozy..

12:00 PM

Having my lunch with Moushie at Madly's.. Was a bit surprised that the restaurant was a lil' deserted.. It usually packed with "Petronasans" and "Shellians" and you didn't get seated if you there by 12.00.. Then spend the rest of 30mins left with Moushie..

1.00 PM

Finally I got some work to do.. Help Ryan did some adjustment to the spreadsheets.. If not because of my period cramp and the sleepiness , I might finished the work before 4PM..

Actually , what's get to me is that Ryan was asking if I would like to learn something and he and the PTA team would gladly teach me.. I was flabbergasted and honestly in awe for a working community to be this concern to the contract staff... They treat you no different from the rest of the staff , which is very very cool.. I didn't get this kind of encouragement back at the place that I used to work.. I definitely feel motivated to do my very best when I get this kind of encouragement..

** Got back from work and feel super tired.. Huhuhu.. actually more on super sleepy.. Gotta hit the sack early today.. *YAWN* **

Yeaaa.. definitely don't want this to happen , again tomorrow..

First Day at SMDS PART 1

My first day of work today~ Yayyyy!!

I'm quite nervous as it's been quite a while since the last I've been working for a major company.. Alhamdulillah.. so far , it's a good day for me..

5.15 AM

*my h/p alarm went off.. I was awake at the time , but.... falled right to sleep again :-D considering how cold it is early in the morning..

5.46 AM

SHOOT!! I'm late!! I quickly called Moushie , and rushed myself to the bathroom.. wowowoo.. I can't believe myself .. My first day at the big company and I'm already late.. :-( Luckily I already prepared my clothes , and things that needed to be brought last night... NOTE TO SELF : Go on get myself ready as soon as I wake up..!

6.15 AM

Waiting for Moushie.. The view today was spectacular.. I didn't notice how nice it is out here.. (busted for being a sleepy head.. :-D ) The sky was like that off the painting.. Very nice.. And there were canes flying across the sky.. (er.. I mean cane as in bird.. not the cane that like sugar cane or that off the elderly used)

6.50 AM

I'm arrived at Shell MDS.. lots of contractors in green coverall (standard color coding for contractor's coverall) but I haven't notice anyone who wears something like me.. Unlike in MLNG where you could notice everyone right away.. But not here.. hmm...

I got passed the security .. The security here is also friendly.. The one that I met is a local.. Even chatted with me a little bit and is surprised with the fact that I'm a local but couldn't speak any word of local dialect (which is Melanau Bintulu..) :-D

Thank goodness that I remember where the PTA office is and it safe me some time to get there as I was already late... muhuhuhu.. When I already at the office , there were only a few staffs there.. Hmmm.. as what I've thought.. 7AM is a tad too early for someone to start working.. :-D hihihihi.. I sat at the table just infront of the meeting room (which was also the venue of my interview with Mr. Dave and Ryan..) and sat there for ahout an hour before Ryan arrived.. I met few colleagues : Amin and Ho.. Very friendly people.. There were also a few but still haven't introduce myself properly to them..

8.15 AM

Ryan arrived meaning I will start working! But wait... I don't have a smart card yet.. Yes , you heard it right.. You need a smart card to use a pc here in SMDS.. So , after everything's ready , I'm all set for any given task.. Surprisingly.. :

Ryan : So, has everything set up just right?
Me : Yup..
Ryan : Good .. Now you can surf the net..
Me : *speechless or rather jump myself in joy :-D*

It's 9.21 AM right now and I'm blogging right from my desk at work.. :-D Still awaiting for any task for me to do , but Ryan said today I will just sit there by myself and get familiar with the system --> polite way to say go rest yourself.. :-D

Music to my ear..

♥ My First Day of Work 2011 ♥

Will be off to work tomorrow~!!!

Hope that my day would be a lot like this -->

** Oh, kindly plz switch off the music box at the bottom to watch the video without interruption.. ;-) **

My Day Job Versus My Passion

** off from Chrisbrogan's of 100 blog topics I hope YOU write**

Okay , a lot of people nowadays do not choose their career path base on what their actual liking, but rather on what offers the higher salary and provides more benefits throughout the future.. Well, I'm one of them.. Once , I've been hit by my fiance , Moushie of a question that somewhat make me go from twinkling mode to BLANK and that's --> "What do you really want to become?"

To be honest I'm not quite sure.. Why? Because :

a) I have wasted 3 years of my life for my diploma in engineering , but did it benefits me? NO! I ended up in a career path that WAYYYYYYYYYYY different from what I've learn in college.. I'm not saying that it really wasted my time , but I sorta didn't applied it more than 60% in my working basis...

b) One no longer can be picky on his/her job.. Plus , it's a DOG EAT DOG world out there.. Every body's struggle in their life to make money and ideal jobs come a little too unrealistic at this time of life.. So , not to risk myself having to sit all day doing nothing and gain nothing at home , I choose to get up and work my butt off to earn myself some money.. No matter what job it is.. (as long as it's HALAL)

c) I'm a bit uncertain about my goal of life... Frankly , it's been quite a while since I draw a "LIFE MAP" in my mind...

Not that I'm complaining but my job right now is pretty much good enough for me already.. Enough to spare me some money and also perhaps some experience to gain .. Right now , I'm a PTA Manager clerk at Shell MDS .. Although I'm only going to start to work next Tuesday the 4th.. :-D But , I have a lot of faith for this one , while I'm a bit nervous 'coz I will directly report to a foreign Boss --> A Scottish.. :-D Hopefully I could do my best up to his standard ..

Being an admin isn't actually demanding , if you ask me.. Except when your boss is a pain in the neck that is.. Then you have things to worry.. But , so far , I have not experience any difficulties that prevent me from performing decently .. Well , there was one time when I work at one place.. The boss was SO frigging annoying .. I don't believe that a clerk also has the responsibility to clean up the toilet , right?? Urgh.. that person is too cheap to hire a cleaner!

But you ask , what do I really like to do..? Well... Speaking of what interest me , they are couple of things I wanted to share (that include some of the unrealistic one , according to my fiance.. hehehehhe..)

a) I love computer games so much especially ones about adventure.. So , I wanted to be a game tester.. If there is a job for a game tester.. Oh , wait.. there is one! But , none in Malaysia.. They have bunch of game developers that would hire game tester to test their product before the game would actually being sold to the public.. Wouldn't it be cool to be the first person ever to test the game before everybody else in the world? DANG!

b) Also , for the love of computer games , I would like to publish my own PC Game magazine , especially on adventure games.. A lot of pc game magazine out there are about macho-wacho games that I don't dig at all , and also this whole online game thingy (a.k.a something like Ragnarok.. blech!) No offense to people who love them , but not me.. Huhuhuhu.. The lack of publishing something that also related to girl gamers like myself that enjoy adventure games like Nancy Drew series , Black Mirror , etc make me want to have a magazine that would satisfied the need our crave for more info of other games than that macho wacho crap.. :-D

c) I like baking.. One day , if I have the money I would love to open a Pâtisserie , which is a sweet shop in French.. Although I may not really that talented , but I can absolutely bake something decent..

Something like this... Very nice , right? (^,^)v

d) I love something that involves creativity , like design banners , cards and everything like that.. To bad I don't have any basic in graphic design , otherwise I would consider myself enrolled in any graphic company..

So , there you go.. Things that I passionate about , but don't have the way , or the money to make it happen .. Although the (c) one is pretty much dream that could comes true if I really put some thought into it.. Hmmm.. may be one day if I have much money , I could open a sweet shop with my name on it , and of course with sweets that I baked.. ;-)

Hehehheeh..

I NEED A NEW H/P PRONTO~

*sigh* Another sigh moment.. huhuhu.. I'm sorry you guys if I'm being down this new year, but I just gotta have a challenging day today.. My phone's acting up again.. Every time if I accidentally closed the flip fast , the phone will be dead and I might have to restart it again , that's if I noticed it.. And to top it , the camera of my phone isn't functioning very well.. :-( Also , there were lots of contact numbers of my Mom's in it.. Although I have set the phone memory to SIM CARD , it still gives away the name of my Mom's contacts memory.. Grrrrrr!!

*sigh* I really need a new handphone now.....

*sigh* First Entry of 2011....

This is my first entry of 2011.. I wish that my first entry is more decent.. but... I don't know about that now.. I have promised myself to be less grumpy in my last entry and yet again , the situation right now make me feel like I could use a little bit rant..

I have this reputation of being overly jealous.. Well , fortunately for me that I keep that to myself.. But , the thing is , when you keep things inside , you tend to make you crawled back to your shell and isolate yourself from the world.. Well , at least that's what I am...

I have tried my best not to get the jealousy ruin me, but I'm not that strong... especially when the "subject" was affiliated to the group that I don't click at all... why is that my significant other would not understand this?... I have explain it over and over again , but still at the end I will come out to be the bad guy on the issue.... whereas I was merely trying to defend my emotions... coz I don't wanna get hurt , again...

*sigh* .... what a way to spend my first day of 2011........